I have been meaning to make this journal for months now and I cannot express how sorry I am for being so absent lately to everyone.

Been very busy lately. Ever since the start of the new year life has thrown me all kinds of fun stuff (both good fun and sarcastic fun)
The start of the new year brought me lovely blue screens of death to my laptop, which scared the ever living shit out of me. It started with one blue screen every once in a while then made it's way to two. So, had to grab new one ASAP. Then there was the tiny problem of swapping art programs because this new laptop came with windows 10 and SAI doesn't seem to like windows 10...$%@!$
Tried my hand at photoshop, couldn't really get it into it during the trial, and decided against it for the time being. I still want to pursue it one day, but until then I've been using FireAlpaca. That took me a bit to figure out and sent me into a little depressive spree due to most of my files being SAI files and having to convert those bastards into PSDs. While working on learning the program, my favorite headphones that I've had for a few years decided to die on me. Oh well, just more money to spend :P
It was all a mess that my brain may have made worse, idk. I have been doing some soul searching and discovering things about myself that I don't really like and should try to fix for the better. For instance, my mate has been telling for years to stop beating myself up so much and I'm finally going to try to stop doing that. I honestly need to find an ego, which sounds terrible to me, but that's kind of the point I think lol

So after feeling shitty about my set up completely changing right down to sound quality (I sound so dramatic right now-geeze) I get a bunch of emails about work! From youtube banners to twitch icons to logos, I have been a very busy bird, which is good. I've recently been hired to illustrate a children's book, which is a huge project-somewhere around 30 full page illustrations. So that's been taking up a lot of my time. It's always good to get commissions, unfortunately, I haven't had any time to work on eggy pictures. I managed to get a couple out for Patreon, but then I've forgotten to post them here >.<; I'm going to fix that!

Generally speaking I have been super busy, super distracted, but hopefully on good track.

Love you all for watching, faving, and sticking with me. I cannot thank you all enough!
Hope everyone is having a lovely day/night :>