today's well, :) i managed to stream for a bit without it being cut off. plus feeling bit better today which is a plus :D. also pulled my daily tarot card and the card fell out on its own so it turned out to be the hermit. heres my interpretation of it:

The hermit: Its ok to have time to yourself once an a while. Take all the time you need to gather your thoughts as much as you need to. Take a walk, listen to calming music while going for a drive anything that will help you keep calm while you have some quiet time to yourself.

i feel like im improving a bit with reading the cards :) and i might buy more decks later when i can :D but for now i may buy a special bag for my decks :)