This year I'm going to try to improve myself. Trying to control my mental issues as much as I can and work, work, work! Without money you can't have a good/happy life! I'm going to try for a con this year probably MFF but I'll try AC if I can get a room and figure out money and if I'm gonna move that month too. If I get this higher position at work I can start attending cons like I used to again! I won't know for a week tho if I get the spot. Can't say I'll draw more since I draw like some kid on DA but I'll try.

On another note, what I won't tolerate this year is people treating me poorly or stealing my likes. I had an issue with a "friend" awhile back begging me to let him use my character in a porn drawing. I said no but I find out 6 months after he did it anyway and the artist still allowed it. Using my ref and being greedy for money. I had it removed and allowed the "friend" to commish one pic with my permission. But I kind of regret it due to the fact he has been going on all my accounts finding real pics of me then commissioning artists to draw me in porn! I will NOT tolerate this! I also have found a lawyer after this incident with him and will take you to court.

I will not also tolerate people treating me poorly and trying to take away the little joy I get in life. If something makes me happy please do not try to find fault with it. I one time said that I've always wanted to go to Universal Studios and was called a child and thats its for babies and that I'm fucking stupid for wanting to go by a friend. I was even made fun of for enjoying going to movie theaters and renaissance fairs. I suffer from a few mental issues and when I finally build the confidence and energy to do something I don't appreciate being told I'm fucking stupid for enjoying it.