I need to draw more... Like I really love drawing but lately it's been so connected with the crap on the internet. I just don't really want to anymore? I've been playing video games so much I don't see the light of day anymore :D But I WANT more than anything. To be more active online. I miss my friends so dearly. I just haven't been up to stupid crap people throw at me. Got out of hospital last night and I've been thinking I need to talk to my loved ones more..... I'm planning on making a reff for my two other sonas but I don't know how long that will take. I'd open for trades to motivate me but even some of my friends have screwed me over by not doing their half because they were too 'busy' So yea I'll be doing gifts and designing a new sona of some sort Insect or arachnide of some kind leaning to wasp, scorpion or spider but not sure yet and no one is really helpful because most people go EWWWWWW CREEPY. So I'm gonna end up flipping a coin if this keeps up :'D I am rambling.... I shall go now