I finally have a minute to post this properly on somewhere, other than facebook but I have some bad news. As most of you already know I've been contacting everyone, one at a time and explaining things briefly but for awhile now I've been in a creative rut. Whenever I dedicate time to draw commissions or even personal art it's like I don't remember how to draw. I've been in ruts before and usually just walking away and playing games or doing other things fixes it really quick but after almost a month it's obvious this isn't something that's just going away. I'm not sure what's causing it but part of me thinks it's because I've been on a roller coaster of emotions since I had to drop doing art full time. I'm glad I have a steady income job now but I'm still getting over the feeling of somehow I've failed at something I love. It started as just being a little down, then I started the new job and for a month I was trying to get used to the beating it takes on my body but once again, the failure feeling just came back and worse than ever. I couldn't draw the whole time because each day off was spent resting for the next work day. Then when I was just starting to get back in a groove my partner lost his job and things just all together stopped after that. I don't know how long I will be in this creative block but I don't feel it's fair to all of you guys to have to wait so long for me to figure things out. That's why I decided it would be best to give full refunds to everyone left on my queue and step back for awhile. Right now I've been trying to just do the things that make me happy till some kind of creative spark hits me. I'm truly sorry to all of you for everything that's happened and I hope things get better in the future.