Well today is the second saddest day of my life. I just boarded the plane, (took first class again let’s hope they leave me alone), I left around 10:00 pm last night positively sobbing my eyes out, I swear they were like hoses in cartoons. I can’t believe it went by so quickly, it’s funny how time flies. But I am rather homesick. It will be nice to go home with my kitties. I learned a lesson as well. The more you hold people close to your heart, the more it hurts to say goodbye. If we could learn to stop caring so much maybe the pain would ease. Then again, it might be even greater when it comes to friendship. Yesterday we were driving in her car to the store and yelling at people on the sidewalk, laughing our heads off. Then last night we were sobbing like crazy. Life is strange. It puts people in our lives that matter so much to us.. then it takes them away. It leaves us with nothing but sadness, and broken hearts. But then again, it’s a good kind of sad. Knowing I had so much fun, and missing her is a huge hole in my chest. Kind of like when I left silver’s house. ;; but like people say “it gets better from here.” It really does.

See you all in about 2 days. If I’m not drunk of course from the champagne.