warning: this update gets very ranty due to everything going to shit lately.

Finally could start working on comic pages! Don't have a good enough set up now :/...
things I need before I can work properly

• scanner (most important sense can't upload without a scanner an mine died.) <--- this is also the reason there wont be any New artwork only the few old drawings that I still haven't got around to uploading.
• a fan (I need better air flow cause the prismacolor marker fumes get to me pretty badly and extremely bad now that it's getting cold out so I can't have the door open at all for the lil bit of air flow that was giving.)
• an extension cord (for the fan so I can put it where it needs to be.)
• a chair (my current one kills my back and slowly sinks so it kills my knees. I can't sit in it for extended periods at all and sadly it's the only place to sit in my house other then my bed upstairs :/ )

on top of those things I also have to save up to replace the carpet in this room with vinyl flooring. I tried my hardest to clean this carpet and it's just not cleaning. It's around 30 years old and just it's become so disgusting and it has a constant smell that I just don't even want to be in this room anymore.

And I've been having to spend a bunch of gas money to go to the doctor a lot due to being in intense pain and feeling sick constantly, I've had several blood tests, several other tests, and two body scans and they still have no idea why I am in so much pain that I can barely function, feeling like I'm going to throw up constantly, and had some internal bleeding there for a while (which thankfully has seemed to calm down now, was terrified I'd end up hospitalized over it which was just no. just absolutely no.)

I'm also really bummed out, about all this stuff I need, because I was really really hoping to finally get myself an electric blanket this year for myself for xmas or something, because the heater doesn't get heat to my bedroom worth a damn and I have a hard time keeping my feet warm anyways.. But that's completely not an option now with everything else..

I'm honestly feeling very depressed over all of this it's like every time I finally get everything worked out ten more things go wrong. It's really discouraging and killed my motivation sense it could be months before I get everything I need.
For example November I wont have any extra, because it's a water bill month and that just kicks me right in the ass, then December I should have some extra probably around $60 unless someone throws a fit about needing an xmas gift then less. then January I'll have a good $60-$70 extra so I could possibly get the scanner depending on how much I could save in December. then Feb is another water bill month (happy birthday to meee~ I have no moneyyy~) then March depending on if I can have the heater turned down to save on bills might be able to wiggle $80 cause then I can get a chair! then possibly in April could get the fan and cord.. So it might be April.. unless other shit comes up between those months to eat that extra and somehow also need to save money back through all that for the flooring..

so in short, I'm royally fucked, extremely sick, and horribly depressed.

an because what's a whiney bitch rant fest without begging for money.

if you got like a little extra and would like to help out Buy Me a Coffee like one coffee is a $3 donation an it goes right into paypal and even that little donation would be amazingly helpful, because that's $3 I didn't have an you'd be amazed at how much a little help can go a long way.

also sense where advertising stuff I did make a patreon https://www.patreon.com/KibaWolfPangolin which is pretty useless right now, but will eventually be really awesome. When I get going on comics eventually there'll be tier rewards with the options to see comic previews, seeing artwork a day ahead of everyone else, and even seeing comic pages a week before they go public. When those tiers become available I'll be doing an advertisement journal and some advertisement artwork an such. I was gonna get at least a banner drawn, but my scanner died and it got cold before I got to it :/