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Progress Journal: life changes by Kelsiiluv

I havent really said anything because I honestly didn't want to jinx myself and because I didn't want to discuss this at all until I'd made some progress, but since I've put my newest version of Pounce up I feel I probably should go ahead and talk to you guys a bit.

I havent been doing much art, mostly because I havent been super inspired to. Ive had a lot of other things on my mind as of late, some problems mentally that I've been trying to work out and I think as of today I've got most of it straightened. I won't really bore you with them, but I suffer from bipolar disorder, OCD, and anxiety and depression, so needless to say sometimes my head is a very dark place with intrusive thoughts that may or may not be dangerous for myself.

Regardless I'm in a much better place right now, and I've been working on losing a whole lot of weight recently. I started on the 2nd of this month, and as of now, the 30th i'm about 27 pounds lighter. Ive still got well over a full fucking person of fat left to lose, but hopefully by this time next year I'll be way closer to where I want to be.

Anyway everything else is more or less the same. I'm still with Golem, I'm living where I was, I'm okay and I'm happy more or less, I just have a brain that likes to turn on me from time to time and it makes me go a bit quiet.

Love and light <3

Progress Journal: life changes

Kelsiiluv

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    I know what it's like to suffer from mental illness as I also have Bipolar Disorder, Paranoia and PTSD. I know what it's like to have your brain turn on you and send you into the darker areas and such. I'm glad you're in a better place now and that things are still going well for you now that you're feeling better :)

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      It's always a bit of a roller coaster for me. I go from feeling okay to horrid to okay to wanting to die. But Ive got goals and that's going to help me out a lot. By the time I'm 36 I want to be the weight that I want to be, That's really important to me.