These past two weeks have been hard. I find myself waking up at 2 Am every morning and cry over anything.

Left alone to my own dark thoughts, I am my own worst enemy. I'm paranoid, scared, clueless and desperate; desperate for the dark thoughts and emotional pain to go away.

The family I came from is turning out to be a danger to my health. They keep me stressed, keep me worried about their problems instead of my own. I feel it slowly taking it's toll. I physically hurt all the time, especially my heart. I can't focus and I'm not the same I once was. I feel like I'm nothing but a puppet to their whims...

I've tried fighting this battle alone, but I can't. I need help. Stephen has helped open my eyes and you, my fellow watchers and friends, have been a huge support while I'm going through all of this.

Thank you...So much