I haven't been active much because i'm having trouble and I don't know how to deal with it and no one can seem to give me an answer. I'm having trouble with art to. I can't focus much on any thing due to the physical pain.

Edit: I wrote this journal while in a lot of pain and I feel like being more specific so I can answer any questions.

1. I have a gyno appointment for this month
2. I'm planning to go my primary next week if all goes right
3. Got my dentures fixed
4. I need to schedule an eye dr
5. Pain killers aren't working well (Traditional stuff, Flexeril and prescription alieve)
6. I see my psych on monday for a medication update
7. The hospital here is utterly crap and I can't afford that kind of bill rn
8. I'm in the process of getting set up for Bariachtric surgery
9. My weight puts a huge amount of pressure on my hips
10. I've been having weird blood sugar problems that I plan to see the dr about next week. The sugar tests always come up negative for some reason though.
11. Most of the pain is either upper back or every thing below my midback. Wrists/arms/fingers etc etc.
12. I have arthritis and carpal and its awful. Probably sciatica
13. I am extremely overweight but working to take care of this for my personal health
14. I'm not in pain 24/7 but when I am it's AWFUL. Due to anxiety though it's hard to concentrate on much.