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Not sure why I continue on... by Adcus_Killgore
Hello to those that actually read this..
I... I'm not feeling good... mentally... physically I'm only overweight (I weigh 120 Kg now) und still got a plug in my right ear that I can't get rid of.
Mentally... i'm a wreck... I... I feel like giving up.. i'm ready, to give up...
I'm currently paying to have a fursuit of my fursona made.. but... I don't know why I should keep paying...
Neither do I feel like actually working out to create a screen accurate Ghostbusters 1 Uniform with tools.
Gaming.. doesn't really interest me anymore... I try to play games und enjoy them but I just don't... I can't....
I still have no job after three fucking years.... I still get my meager loan/wager of 450 EUR, I still can't drive a car...
I feel utterly useless.... und frankly as I said, I want to give up...
I don't know what to do anymore...
Not sure why I continue on...
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I know how you feel... hugs Just believe in yourself... I know you will do well, even when times are tough... I feel the same way, but I keep going to see what lies ahead for my future... You should do the same. I believe in you, Vladimir.
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i'm familiar with the feeling, it is how i felt not too long ago when i had an existential crisis induced by fear of the world coming to an end.
when you feel useless, think not of your failures, but of your achievements. think of all the good you've done. think of what you want to do with your life.
personally, this helps me going. cause i have a dream that i want to share with the rest of the world.
what and if you want anything from life is entirely up to you.
you never know when life will take an unexpected turn.until then, good luck and farewell.
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Please dont do anything bad Hugs