Just realized I've never posted a journal here, whoops!

In a few days I will have been on T for six months. Now, according to several people on the internet, by six months my voice should have dropped as much as it ever will... which would be terribly disheartening because it still kinda goes 50/50 on whether it sounds deeper or higher. Especially when I'm surprised, good luck passing after a customer at the gallery sneaks up on my and startles me into a high pitched girly squeak.
But with that being said, I'm starting to feel at least a little bit more comfortable with where I'm at. I was listening to some commentary from one of my favorite bands (AFI, those who have followed me forever will remember), and I realized that when my voice does cooperate it sounds a bit like Davey Havok's, which I'm quite pleased with because I find his voice incredibly attractive. I can't quite grow a beard yet that isn't patchy as all hell and I have to contend with pimples like I'm a teenager all over again, but nonetheless I still feel more confident and comfortable in my body than I have in... well... probably my whole life. And that totally makes dealing with acne again and dealing with having to stick a needle in my leg once a week worth it.