Yesterday, I went to the Night to Shine sponsored by the Tim Tebow Foundation for those with special needs; The dance was awesome and a big thank you for Tim Tebow for making the foundation even caring about those with special needs.

I went with a friend of mine there and he gave me a present that was from greg, now my ex-boyfriend, I opened it and I recognized that it was the same card i gave him for last valentines day. Even I recognized the same note i gave him ..

Luckily Ms. Witt took off a note that was on the wrapping so I wouldn't see it nor get hurt.

But of all this, relationships suck big time.

The only person I know who ruined my relationship with Greg was Enrique Leon, a damn gossiper, he is always going about gossiping and lying about the truth. This is why I HATE relationships. He just wants to yank me away from someone I'm currently with.

I'll plan on writing to Christonna and have her tell Enrique that I don't want to see him anymore, just to be friends with him and I'll have her tell Greg that we can be friends as well. Or if i see Cole again I'll ask him to take the two letters I made for both Enrique and Greg so that they can see.

Besides I don't need a man in my life, I don't need them, I don't need to worry about trying to get a boy. Girls these days are like: BOYS! BOYS! BOYS! WHERE IS MY PERFECT BOY?!

As my friend, Chris Moran, puts it; I'm just stayin' single. Besides he's been having problems his girl that he liked and once dated Bethany, but she keeps breaking up and getting back together she is just like not making up her mind about if she wants to stay with Chris or not. Chris is a nice guy, he likes me too as a friend.

So that is what i'm going to do, stayin' single since I'm a strong woman and I don't need a man in my life, I will only take care of my mom and dad when they get older, I have a future a head of me. I will walk forward and not look back upon my past and I won't have to worry about havin' a man in my life.

Besides being free and single is great, not having to worry about pleasing a guy, not worrying about who's gonna yank from who, drama in relationships.

I'm gonna enjoy my freedom and look forward to the future.