Nicknames: Juju, Book
Gender: Non-binary (They/Them), but sometimes identifies as male (He/him)
Date of birth: March 4th, 1992
Horoscope sign: Pisces, Rising Sign Scorpio
Occupation: Disappointment

Sexuality: Asexual - GrayAromantic
Relationship Status: Owner of a broken heart Single

Personality: Judas is a bit of a complicated guy that is easily stressed and very prone to migraines because of this. He is dissociative to an almost etreme, falling into feeling apathetic, cynical, and completely detached from his emotions and feelings. He can be extrememly sarcastic in turn, no one can seem to take him seriously because of this so he just stays quiet and nearly never talks, which leads him to being a loner. Often he is extrememly aloof and often shows little to no interest in anything, lacking any real drive to really do anything except sit around watching youtube all day. Judas is just a fucked up guy with a few mental issues that has screwed up a lot more than just relationships in the past. He is a complete coward and would rather run away from his problems than try to fix them, escaping into his own fantasy world whenever he can, or any fantasy world he gets really attached to, which causes a ton of problems in friendships and relationships. He hardly sleeps as well, a true insomniac by nature and drinks large amounts of caffeine to keep himself going during the day, passing out at random times.
Almost as a protective instinct, he is a complete asshole and is very aware of it but he is just afraid of getting attached and getting hurt all over again. Despite wanting to just love everyone and everything, he has very low self esteem and is very insecure, often freaking out over the smallest of things even when it doesn't call for it. He has abandonment issues to top it all off but keeps it well hidden so he doesn't make others feel as if they are obligated to stay with him, he hates being a bother and burden to others. He is very use to people just using him, taking advantage of him, and walking all over him, not doing much to change it.
He is highly stressed and screwed up despite looking completely laid-back and calm but he is extrememly fidgety and anxious.

Likes: Fall Out Boy, Music, Supernatural, Markiplier, TF2, Welcome to Night Vale, Coffee (Vanilla Lattes), Video Games (Animal Crossing mostly), Rainy days, Smoking probably, Hoodies, Libraries/Book stores, Fall/Autumn
Dislikes: Getting too attached, Complete Silence, Migraines, Social Events, Being ignored/avoided/etc, Hospitals, Being touched without permission, Sleeping, A lot of foods, Humidty, Summer, Stress, Alcohol
Fears: Thunderstorms, Abandonment, Crowds, Darkness

Facts:

• He always has his iPhone/iPod and pink headphones with him, he never leaves without them. He sometimes have them draped over his shoulders.
• He probably smokes weed to chill, just to relax when his mind gets too much.
• He as a huge sweet tooth but dislikes to eat, often going days with eating little to nothing.
• He has a complution and urge to just touch everything, especially when out at stores, he'll run his hands along the shelves.
• More than likely, he owns Fall Out Boy and Supernatural merchandise, mostly shirts.
• He is just basically a HUGE NERD.