Big Z is my fursona; I tend to portray him as mean, nasty, ruthless, etc in my drawings.

But truth is, if I WAS him, I'd be a giant softie. I'd worry about hurting people, I'd apologize to anyone I bumped accidentally (as per a normal Canadian...) I'd probably still be scared of being judged.

I'd be friendly, I'd be stubborn, I'd be loyal and protective.
I'd still like all the things I normally do, and I'd still have thoughts that make me feel like a monster... but I wouldn't really act like one.