Life is difficult...
I'm a bit of an abnormal type. I don't really fit into mainstream society. Never really been sure where I was going and I've made mistakes along the way. Life will never be easy for one in my situation, but me being myself is not exactly helping the situation. I don't know what to do with myself and in many ways my artwork feels like it's my last chance, but even there I lack the self-confidence to believe in myself... unsurprisingly this leads to a lot of feelings, hopelessness, worthlessness and more.
The week before last those feelings really got to me badly, especially in the start of the week and so I decided to sit down and draw to try and process some of the feelings. I didn't publish the piece right away because I wanted to order my submissions better thematically, but the turn has come and while I might have waited a day or two longer, today feels like the right day to finally show this off, for reasons I will not go into here and now.
Drawing this helped me pick myself up a bit again, but it still remains a struggle back and forth. I just hope that things will get less uncertain sometime in the future.