So I don't think anyone reads these, or I should say that no one ever responds but I would be happy for a surprise today. I guess, just a little, I'm wishing for it.

I suppose I just need to vent...'cause I thought today was going well, but now I'm aggravated, and I need to vent. I don't know, maybe it's time I start looking to other furs again I always seem to get happier when I do that.

Anyways, the events of my aggravation.

I'm a game master, a game developer, a setting developer, I pour my emotion and desire to tell an enjoyable rich story into things. If asked by someone who seems to have genuine interest in something I will do this at the drop of a hat. I love doing it and people seem to love my games.

That said, I do have my flaws, I don't handle absent players very well or the loss of players, it throws me off of the idea of my story as I walk past the corpses of once plot twists involving peoples characters.

Thankfully today there were not permanent evacuations of characters from campaigns. Someone didn't show however, and I don't like running games without people or running their character for them...I just don't. So that started me down this unfortunate hill, and then no one really felt motivated to suggest what they might want to do, and well, no one ever wants to run a game for me...no one ever returns the favor. So, instead, someone goes and gets a computer just so that they can put something that they know I hate on it, absolutely know, and they say that they know it's going to piss me off before they put it on.

I feel appreciated...-sighs- maybe I need other friends.

Your Village Idiot and Otter,

Triss