A sketch of a human version of Book mixed with myself I just did.

Before anyone gets concerned, nothing is wrong. I literally did not know what I was doing when I started, so this just kind of poured out.

Looking at it now though, I am pretty sure it says a lot about these last few months, with all the changes I have made, and the healing I have done and still have yet to do. I am finding out who I am and who I want to be, but at the same time, I do find myself feeling lost. I feel that the feeling of being lost stems from the healing I still need to do. I keep trying to be stronger than I am when I really just need to heal- I am coming out of years of abuse and severe depression, and I just want to rush forward, but I need to slow down. After talking with some friends, I realize that I only think that I am ok, but they can all tell I am still hurting, and I need to address that.

I am currently seeking therapy in hopes of being able to resolve these issues and put them to rest. I can feel that I am on the right track, but I need the extra help. I am re-learning that it's ok to need help.

Just to clarify, I really AM ok right now- I promise :3

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