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7.10.2012 I REALLY SHOULD by Teskine

7.10.2012 I REALLY SHOULD

Teskine

Re-posting the original submission commentary:
"IF YOU HAVE WEIGHT ISSUE SENSITIVITY, TURN AROUND COZ IMMA MINI-RANT NOW.

YA GOOD? GOOD.
Really just nobody read this lol I'm just ranting. It's stupid.

So I've gotten really out of shape being unable to work any physically demanding jobs. I've got a lot of excess, let's say, "padding."

Whenever I say, "I really need to drop this weight" or "I really need to get in shape" I get snipped and snapped at.
I get it, I'm tiny as is, and it's totally okay to have a tummy pudge! A lot of people think they're cute, even. I'm smaller than most people my height, so I can carry tons of extra weight and look normal. People expect this normal look of me. It pisses me off. I'm not anorexic, and I hate being called that if I want to get in shape or rid myself of unhealthy amounts of fat (also, lots of weight-related medical shit runs in my family so I should keep it off.) I'm not even that concerned about being thin. Really. I eat like a freakin' hog. I love food. NOMNOMNOM.

Thing is, my tummy "padding" causes me PAIN. Literally, it brings me pretty high amounts of physical pain. It's cause of the way I sit. I can't draw any other way, though. So, when I have excess fat on my stomach, it curls in and compacts, and basically puts pressure on my innards, and it REALLY hurts, especially when I remain that way for a long time.

So I'd love to get in shape and rid myself of this little tummy pooch, to rid myself of this awful pain. Plus, it's just healthier to be in shape. It's such a hindrance when people sit and accuse me of anorexia or already being too thin. I get guilty feeling for some bizarre reason, and I'll eat more to appease them. That or I can't adhere to a healthy diet because that also triggers bitchfests about my already being too small. I have a 28 inch (possibly smaller) ribcage at 5'6"for fuck's sake. I shouldn't look the same as a normal person my height. I wish people would stop guilt-tripping me for my how small my build is.
Worse yet, I'll get upset, say that I hate being so thin because of this, and people go, "OMG R U SRS I WISH I WAS THIN LYK U!!!!1one"
Mind fuck. Tell me not to be thin, then wish you were thin like me. FFFfffffffff-

I just hate that it's all, "Oh no you want to be healthy and get in shape? NO. EAT THIS BURGER AND SIT DOWN RIGHT NOW BEFORE YOU FLOAT AWAY!"

DERP.

I'm just ranting here, getting my feelings out through silly arts. That's what artists do.

Also, zombies. What if zombies, and I am not in shape? Doom is what. Doom.

P.S. Anyone else have similar issues?"

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    -raises hand- similar issues over here my friend! I just don't tell people I'm trying to get in shape or lose a particular portion of my anatomy that other people don't seem to notice. It's your body, buddy. Do what you think is important or needed for your overall life enjoyment and health. :D

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    Good luck getting in shape.