This is a personal sort of vent for myself and my struggles as a TransMan. This is one of my first main fursonas I suppose. In this double image its the same being drowning the unwanted past/self as he settles into his new body/image. It sucks right now being pre-trans and experiencing all these hormones while fighting this depression inside.
Wish I'd spend more time with detail/cleaning up on this, but was just experimenting here and I'm ready to move on to another art project x)