I swear I drew this exact same picture when I was like, 12 or 13. Probably multiple times. Hence the bat wings - because, fun fact, back in my more sparkledog-y days my fursona had pink bat wings (I don't know why, I think I just thought it was cool), and I figured if I'm going to draw cliché nonsense I may as well go the whole hog.
Oh yeah, and I guess I'm sad about some shit. Or confused. I don't even know. Whatever.