EDDIE THE WOLF
Born October 17, 1987
German/Puerto Rican Male
Graduate of East Tennessee State University with a Bachelor of Science in Digital Media
Beach Bum at Heart
Where does the time go?
Like before, all that’s been happening for me is work, work, and more work. And when I’m not busy, I’m found just lounging in front of my laptop when I should try to do something more productive. I honestly never thought that what I do could be so draining, but hey, that’s how life goes, right?
There just isn’t much to say about what’s been going on these days. All I do is just go to work, push buttons, come back home, and sleep. Wash, rinse, repeat. These days I have been doing a lot of reflecting on what I’ve done thus far, and that’s something I really shouldn’t do. Why? When one is left to his/her own thoughts, a lot can pop up in one’s mind. That’s been the case with me these days. It’s not fun, and I know others have had similar issues. It can really bring a person down to the point of self-doubt.
Next year, I’m going to be 30, and I feel like I really haven’t accomplished much. I’ll even admit that I make excuses for my shortcomings when I should be the one owning up to them. I need to make a change before I find myself in a place I will regret for the rest of my life. I’ve come this far, and I want to see where a few ideas may take me. I can’t really say what they are at this time. This is all for me to know. As much as I have enjoyed working among with people at Disney World, there have been a couple of signs shown to me that maybe I need to focus on something else. Whether it be looking into a path along Disney or a personal goal, it’s all up in the air.
It’s interesting that I say this now when it’s mostly motivation for me. It’s unwise to tell myself all this or else I’ll be in over my head. I just need a different change of pace before I start to feel comfortable with where I’m at. Granted, I feel a bit accomplished for living off of my own with a bit of help from home here and there, but it’s time that I push myself to be more than just content. A few ideas that I’ve shared with my fellow peers has helped me realize what I need to do if I want to be out of this rut. So we shall see what will become of that and hope this will lead me to something worthwhile.
At this time, I would like to thank those that have taken the time to wish me a happy birthday. Although I did get to do much today, it really put a smile on my face to have people close to you wishing you all the best. I may not be as sociable as many people I know, but I appreciate all the wishes I received. And shoot! I got a couple of awesome birthday drawings! So, there is still something special that happens when it comes to birthdays. Call me a kid at heart, but I like to try to cherish birthdays despite growing older and treating it like any other day.
There was more I wanted to say, but I think I will end this here. Next journal may go in more depth on how I have interacted with other people over the years. You’ll see what I mean whenever I get a chance to type it up. It’s more in-depth of what I mean when one is left to his/her own thoughts.
Anyway, thank you guys once again for wishing me birthday wishes on Twitter, Facebook, and other places.
Have a good one now.