i still cant tell you how i feel.

It feels as if every things black and white between us at times.

That secret i cant tell you even though we tell each other everything.

Your my best friend, and im your best friend.

But would you like me that way? Even though you've told me things

that you have never told others. I cant bring myself to say it.

I know i should but would it hurt are friendship? Would it make it better?

Or worse? You say you would understand anything i tell you. But will you?

I don't know what to think of anymore your the best thing that has happened to me in a long time.

You light up my world when i see your face for the first time in the day.

And when i must go i feel my heart sink into my belly.

When your not looking and writing something down in class i look over and look at your cute face.

But when you look back at me i look away.

When i say something and think it was stupid i wonder how you thought about what i said.

I don't know what im even feeling anymore.

You make me happy.

And i hope i make you happy.

I like you a lot.

I hope when i tell you some day that you would understand.