Hi I'm SF! I like music and food and video games and sex. I make all of the aforementioned things.

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I'm the kind of person who wakes up in the middle of the night fretting about minor transgressions I've caused. Dropping all communication with people I was starting to form friendships with here was one of them.

I'm sorry for doing so last year. I wasn't trying to be rude and it wasn't aloofness. My life has been completely destroyed. All the things that mattered to me in this world are gone forever. For the past 232 days I've been crying myself to sleep every single night, barely able to eat or move or function. It's made it hard to maintain existing contacts let alone form new ones.

If you were starting to chat with me here, please reach out again. I don't know how much longer I'm going to be around, as I'm narrowly avoiding suicide on a weekly basis. I'd hate to be remembered by anyone as just a lost connection.