ok...gonna say this: stop it!
been having negative thoughs about things and now one character of mine (that i won't say) that is driving me crazy to the point to killing myself (which i won't commit suicide -.-)
another thing someone asked me to do a requests and no i see why i won't do them anymore, because there something i like and some i don't like that i lost intersts in.

Also there is a differences between giving and asking. One, if you asked me to draw it a requests, and second I choice to do the pics for someone out of my interest/enjoyment or just happy to do them or a topic of it.

anothers the comments of one person (which I assume going to comment either way) that slightly annoys me, either he a troll or idk what

ugh... as i said this again and again NO REQUESTS!!!! EVER!

also need to have a chat with one person that i need to clear things with...

that is all...

also https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLS-cnOlRpg just the right one for this