"I was an artist, not a very popular one, I once had dreams of becoming a comic artist, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken.
But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is.
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...
Because I was born to be the other woman.
Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.
Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.
I'm tired of feeling like I'm fucking crazy
I'm tired of drawing 'til I see stars in my eyes
It's all I've got to keep myself sane, baby
So I just draw, I just draw
Who are you?
Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have. I am fucking crazy.
But I am free ... "
Original from Lana Del Rey - Edited for your amusement...
I have so much pain in my mind and body - I felt like drawing that out ...
I know I'm rusty - sighs fallowed the tutorial on YouTube to make your own Nebula -kewl-