Created this when I was feeling down from a recent breakup with boyfriend. It was super hard on him and it made me feel really bad. When you lose your touch with somebody who you thought would last forever, and they were planning so much of their life around you, it was one of the hardest decisions I've had to make. I hated having to have waited so long, but I also didn't want to feel like he was hovering over me just so he felt he could get me back (he's moved to California before I broke up with him). He was such a sweetheart, treated me in ways that were special in their own way... but there were lots of other things that I couldn't go through anymore. I hated feeling like some kind of trophy in some aspects, and I hated the fact that I became afraid of some stupid simple things (like snuggling).

But without rambling too much, this was what I've felt for the past couple weeks after the breakup (it still sorta lingers), but I'm willing to move on. I hope he finds his peace soon.