Ever have something happen to you that sours 3 years worth of good memories?

Build a metaphorical bridge in your relationship with some great friends, but they begin letting it crumble, and a few even break some boards out from underneath you while you're already struggling to keep yourself on your own two feet. You slowly get pushed into a mental breakdown, lash out, and (regrettably) dump gasoline on the bridge and set it alight.

A year later you apologize and they say they forgive you and welcome you back, then they ignore you for a year until a fruitful member reaches out and helps you build a new bridge. One day the group cuts the rope while your back is turned and lets you fall into the darkness. You spend the next year and a half trying to reach out to them to no avail, until finally one of them responds and basically tells you none of them care anymore.

So here you are, stuck in a spiraling depression, and all you have to show for the past 7 years of your life is a picture that only showed up after they cut the ropes...

This is a vent post, not a sob story. Likely it'll also be my last post in general.

Artist is lemmy97, can't find their profile anywhere.

I don't care enough to link everyone else's profiles, a couple are easy to find anyways.

See ya.