Ever have one of those nights where you are feeling restless and can't focus one thing at a time? Cause that's how it feels right now. I keep jumping between things and feel like I'm losing more ground than I'm getting. It's extremely stressful and I'm the one doing it to myself.

Not to mention the physical pain and discomfort I'm currently going through. Back and knees feeling tighter than they've ever been. I kind of just want to pass out for a month or so and feel rested. Just to know what its like to be that way. But I know I won't get that (bills, bills, and more bills) thanks to reality.

All this makes me wonder why I ever wanted to be an adult. It gets only slightly easier but that's it.