Aw... :-(

I can understand how you must feel. Life is a lot harder when you're not like everyone else. I often feel trapped, like a prisoner. Especially at work, not that I don't want to work, I do, but the job is way out of my element and even though I'm surrounded by people, I fumble at best to socialize with them, and always feel like I don't belong. Kinda like those weird dreams where you're back in high school and only wearing your underwear.