Should be doing homework before work, but- Oops.
Sorry. Not sorry.
Anyway, yeah. I am a pretty prickly unfeeling person and I appreciate Peter's patience with that everyday.
I don't think I have drawn an emotional picture of the two of us since 2010. I hate to always blame my callousness on what happened to me back in high school but I feel like so much artistic and emotional energy was destroyed in my AP art class. Last time I tried to express my love and feelings the art was physically torn apart and I just taught myself that touching was wrong and literal and figurative nakedness was dirty. (not that I didn't ALREADY have problems with these feelings from a mormon upbringing- not placing judgement or blame mind you, just making a statement.)
I feel like a lot of what happened to me changed who I am as am artist for better, in many ways. My personal work is raw and almost always revealing and nude. So suck on that. The human body and it's functions, needs, and desires aren't wrong, but beautiful.
Lastly, my loving Peter is not wrong or sickening to look at or feel. And if it is to some, don't look HAHAHA!
passes out from all this emotional strain -it's not even that time of the month. wow. I have to do something metal after this BS. It's not like I like you or anything, b-baka.
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Love never needs to feel restrained. Neither does art. Art is the expression of love and it's facets captured in images. Keep the drive for your work and your loved one to support that passion.