"Down to the bottom

Hello...

Is there anybody else here?

It's cold and I'm so lonely

Hello...

Is there anybody else here?

Hello...

Won't you throw me down a life line?

I'm so afraid of darkness,

And down here, it's just like night time

Oohs, are all around me

Hello...

Will you please send down a life line?

Down...

And there isn't any hope for me,

Unless this dream which seems so real

Is just a fantasy"

~ Life Line by Harry Nilsson

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I've been feeling very blue and down on myself the past several day, particularly about my work and where I feel I should be with it. For me, it's a very dark place to be. I find my own happiness in the work I create for others. When they are happy, I am happy, but when you feel what you do isn't good enough, you start to break down. It's not that I think what I do has displeased anyone, I just dread the thought of standing on that edge when it comes to it.

And even that doesn't even describe it correctly, which is why I chose Harry Nilsson's song lyrics to do just that. If you'd like to hear the song, you can find his live version here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YGBDpcz86Q