So... I did this. This is an example of my coloured pencil work and at the time of doing this I was under a lot of depression, but i'm okay now. I am really happy with this piece since her hair and eyes both came out really good in my opinion, it's just a shame that I couldn't scan this in since my scanner makes coloured pencil work just look horrible and scribbly. It may seem weird that she's blushing while crying but her blush is actually permanent and never goes away, even when she's sad. It is easy to hide behind a smile and pretend to be happy when you're really suffering on the inside. Yep, i'm depressing haha.