This is....an apology...for the pain i have cause sammie

To Sammie: even though...morate...has taken over for now...you..you always told me you love me....but...when it comes to my family...you hurt more....i want to apologize for them...for being late...for anything that i have done....to hurt you...-hides his arms- i have done nothing good to you..but you are a saint to me...you love me....i do love you...but...it hurts....hate my family...i hate it....its caused nothing but pain and greif between us...i dont ever regret dating you....ever....i dont think you are stress ful...i dont thnik anything negative...i'm just afraid....since florida...my fears have been amplified...thousand fold.....please baby....please forgive my problems and the people....that i know that have hurt you....i love you...i'm yours forever..and always....even if...Morate...doesnt care....