I wish I could make a trade
I’d exchange all of her bad for all of my good if I could

TLDR; Cancer happened to my loved ones.

This feels really personal to me...
Black Butterflies are a sort of death omen to me, but I won't get into that right now. I lost my mom to cancer two years ago, and I was terrified of how close I was of losing my grandma too. The whole time I took care of my mom, I wanted to give her my legs so she could walk again. I wanted desperately to trade places with her. Then my grandma was diagnosed, and I spent every day wishing I could be there with her, but I live too far away. I hadn't seen my grandmother in 10 years, but finally had the chance to see her recently when she was fit enough to come visit me. For the time being, it looks like she's fought it off. My grandma is amazing.