I've been having a really hard time lately, mentally... Today one of my good friends told me to paint out my feelings.. I didn't know what to do or how to go about it so I just started and kept on going until I felt it was right. 

I feel like this is how people see me when i'm being ugly. I don't know how else to describe it. You are allowed to interpret it or feel how you wish about it, it is art, after all, and this is one of the first respectable emotional pieces i've painted in over a decade.