I spent an hour drawing Timon's hand and arm in a few different positions. There are obvious mistakes, but that's why its called practice.
This was a whole new ballpark for me. Up until then, most of my art had been still life, each piece taking me weeks or even months to complete. I even consider the toony pieces still life because of how heavily I had to rely on studying other art.
So, I started to practice what most artists out there are more familiar with. This is what I wanted to get good at for years. I have always admired people for their ability to draw things from their minds with minimal reference. So I began that long road, in the hopes that I would be as good some day.
I can't believe I let myself be afraid to try for so long. For 12 years, I was convinced that I'd never be any good at this. I'm grateful to everyone who helped me clear my mind enough to finally try. I moved forward, propelled by their encouragement (but also by kicking myself in the ass for waiting so long!)