So for awhile I have been really considering of returning to FA. In December I was pretty damn upset over a lot of things and it really felt like I needed to move on......I thought wrong. I don't really need to move on but to change things when it comes to the internet. For years I have wasted my teenage life just being on the internet playing Counter Strike Source and Maplestory and chatting online and looking at fat porn on FA. I have become quite addicted to the internet and I don't think it is something I can easily get out of unless I get some help. Ever since I turned 20 I have been wanting to change things with my lifestyle and how many hours I spend on the PC and it took me a long time to do something about it. As of today I don't really go much on the internet but I have been playing more video games which needs to be changed too...
I am at that age where I need to do something big for my life like actually think of a good job that I want for and how I want my life to be in the future. I can't just sit here on my fat ass just looking at stuff on youtube or failblog and not do anything about it.....I must do something good for myself.
So yeah maybe in a month or two I will come back and MAYBE go back to drawing as I have been scribbling up some art here and there to see if something seems different or bad.....nothing has really changed except that I will be drawing up certain things that I am into fetish-wise.