I'm known as Miina, online at least. Welcome to my page here on Weasyl where you'll see some things I like! So feel free to take a look in the land of bunnies. Yeah, for real I'm anthro bunny obsessed. Yes, please. <3
I'm doing fairly good. I'm active with my life more than I've been in ages, however, it really doesn't feel like it's that much.
I guess I could say that I'm stuck? I mean I'm doing okay, physically. But mentally is another thing entirely; depression amongst other things has been difficult. Feels like I'm drowning, and when I can finally get above water, I don't know where to go. like I'm blind, or there's a heavy fog. I could be very near the shore or in the middle of the ocean for all I know. Add in that I'm like a car out of gas. I have no mental energy to go anywhere, regardless of what it is I need. The biggest issue of all; major avoidance tendencies. Like trying to do anything I need to do is like sticking my hands into a fire. I withdraw so hard I get whiplash. So to speak. Toss some memory issues in there, like dazed and suddenly I forget what I was doing... and I have a big tangled mess that is my life and self.
So I'm just doing the best I can regardless of this. Lookin' after the little one, being exhausted every day, but it keeps me busy. Making sure I do the basics to take care of myself. Not sure what else to do with myself, or my life. I feel lost, without purpose. No direction or desire for.
I suppose that's why that one song I call my soul song, Mayday by Thefatrat, really speaks volumes to me. That and since it's stylized for outer space... yes. Please.
Anyways. I'mma do something else.
Joined 18 September 2014