this is more of a vent, and the first i'm making visible to friends only. i'm dissasociating pretty hard and constantly losing myself in a repetitive repeat of feedback. the world around us especially in USAmerica has fed us back our own fictitious absolutism and it has reinforced itself in a spiral that I can no longer muster energy against today.

guys i don't feel good and its hard to make sense of what i'm going through. i'm... only making a slight amount of art. i have more to say but jesus chreesus right now this is all i have.

mostly i am an illustrator but really i enjoy nearly all art forms and disciplines, of visual, musical, lyrical, bodily arts. mathematical geometry and architecture, textural forms of experience. words can be limiting and also force connections with their contrast.

or rather, i guess i tried.

please, i may edit and add art to this so know it is still like, a child of a piece. it can grow.