"How come all the FUCKING bad thing happen to me!? What sin could be so bad that made me be alone for the rest of my SHITTY, FUCKING, miserable life!"
"I don't know how to show emotions and I want to be able to care again... But, how can I?"

His tears are orange, because when he secretes tear it helps his body "cleanse" itself of viruses or sickness, but in this case he's letting out emotions C:
He wants to be able to protect and care about others, but cannot
He's a very anti-social kitty...
But even he has a side where he wants someone to care for .3.
Maybe he will in the future~
Xeno is this kitties name for those who don't know him C:

Anyhow! Bye-bye!