To The End - Goodbye 2014 by Lapres

To The End - Goodbye 2014


14 January 2015 at 16:45:50 MST

I felt this is the appropriate image to finish out my 2014 images with.

So many things have happened this last year with many hardships, strains, smiles, laughs and changes. I know quite a few of you were trying to figure out what was happening and why things suddenly 180ed.

I had written out an entire essay on what happened, but to be honest I feel like it's not really needed.

The start of the year was incredibly scary and changes started happening quite quickly. I moved out of where I was living in April and have been with my family here in Shropshire since. In that time my health has improved (this cold aside), work has been going better, I've been eating properly, focusing on myself for a change, and got to grow together with my best friend and my partner in life and crime. Ellis has shown me that theres so much more to life than to just sit around and watch paint on the walls dry. He forces me out and keeps my head in his hands when I'm getting into a rut just to drag me out of it. He makes sure I'm taken care of, and the first person to jump if somethings wrong and he can help. The countless tears hes caught this year, the number of cups of tea he's brought me while I work. He's my rock, my best friend and has been for a long time now. I have a family that love me as if I were born into theirs, and aren't afraid to jump at a moments notice if anyone in the family unit is distressed. All of the times I wanted to be part of what I always thought a normal family looked like... I have that. For the first time, I have a loving and non judgemental family, come as you are and you'll be treated like everyone else. I love their attitudes towards life, towards eachother and how they are with me. Everythings changing. I love it. This is the happiest I have ever been in my short 30 years of life on this blue ball. As for going well, I've just got my first car here, and working towards securing housing and moving out. It's a scary thing to know that I'm about to be walking on my own to feet, but I can do it. We can do it.

Never has a fursona fit me so well. Work horse, trying to earn her way through life, but I have my team. And to think she was only made because my hair is a friggin mess and Gypsy Vanners can have some of the most flowing of manes. Haha! What was a joke has really become suiting.

Heres to the start of a new year. And to what new experiences this year holds! Lots of things are being planned and I can't wait to share them with you guys!!! One by one!

<3 <3 <3

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