Back when I still had some sainty
When the darkness was light
I thought I had what was needed
Though it was not to last
Slowly from there I drifted
Person to person ..
Till the darkness consumed me
As much as I struggled
I couldn't break free
Fast foward to the present
I thought once more..
That the light was there
Foolish me it was not to last
Now I'm drifting back into
Into the shadows embrace
Into the darkness..
That no one should ever see
So many mix feels over the last 2 weeks or so.. I had to let my mate go .. cause hardly gave me time when I gave them almost every waking moment .. Then I ended up catching up with a old friend of 16 years ... and going to room with them at AC .. and the sad thing is I still got feelings for them ..
So first part is about the old friend and then what happen after that and then the split with my mate .. sighs