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mama bear

KellsterKitten

to my mama bear happy mommy's day from your little kellster. meow, i love you =^_^=

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    Thank you baby Kellster and aww a spring flower! How cute, sweet, and nice of you!

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      oh now i get a thank you from you. and you are welcome mama bear. :-) meow.

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        Yep. Like I said earlier. And am saying again now whilst trying to catch my breath and cool off. Too much going on in my world/life right now. A lot to do with my fathers death, my mother, and my mothers friend coming to visit for a while. She will be here within the next few coming weeks. So busy. Hardly a minute to spare. I'm so hot and sweating right now. It's so hot outside at times. The weather the last two weeks is like a roller coaster every day. Today, this morning it was cool, then it became humid, then it cooled off again briefly, then it got humid again, and now it's cooling off again as the sun goes down.

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    Err....I meant to say in that. Patience please! I'll get to you, replying, and things when I can. Patience is a virtue!

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    Dude. You blocked me on FurAffinity. Not cool! Does your dad have any other suits that he's donating and giving away? I could use one. I already know and have a tailor of my own. Just curious since your dad and I are the same height and about the same weight.

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      you had me on your block list on FA. baby got sad i couldn't talk to you. and no the only suit he has is the one i have. the rest went to good will what ever that is. never heard of it. and at least it's not winter. i hate the cold. i like warm. and ok wow that sounds like a lot. busy. ok i'll relax and wait like you told me.

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        That's where your Christmas presents should have gone instead of in the trash. Especially since they were all brand new. GoodWill is a charity that helps the disadvantaged, single moms, single fathers, the homeless, etc. get back on their feet. Both emotionally and financially and helps them toward a career goal.

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        So easily you forget how my mother, brother, and I once went through a situation like that where we received help from another charity called Avalon. http://www.goodwill.org/ Watch the video.

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        If you think that sounds like a lot. Try working 18+ hour days with all of those other things going on.

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          wow. and oh i see. yeah i asked my mom what is good will she told me a resale shop. people drop off clothes and resell them to people with very little money. my mom said i was lucky i never shopped there and to tell me not to be poor me when i feel poor because i am really not. my mom use to shop there and needed help there when she was a kid. she lived in a shoe box like house with 5 other people and one bathroom. like wow. i could very live like that with 5 other people and only one toilet. so next time i get the oh poor me i don't have what ever i want. i should remember that and be thankful every day and not be spoiled. i some times for get that not every one lives a comfy life. like i do. so yep.

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            Come and live in my shoes for a while. Seriously. You'll see what your mom and I mean and what we've been through and are still going through. My mom brother, and I had to live with my grandparents, aunt and papa for almost a full year once. In a one story brick house with only two bedrooms and one bathroom. We took turns sleeping on the couch and air mattress. There were seven, 7 of us living in that house.

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              danm. no that's ok. i'll pass. i like my own bed room and i like having more then one bathroom.

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                That's one of the reasons I can't get along with you very well. You've had a VERY easy life compared to your mom and I's. To me you're spoiled rotten by your parents, get things handed to you (even if you earn money by doing chores around the house), and have not had to live in a rough situation like we have, not even once in your life. It's hard for me to relate to you because of that. To me you're just spoiled and ungrateful for what you do get because others don't get those things. And you don't come off or across as enough of being grateful or appreciative for what you do have that others don't and maybe never will. It's like i'm wondering if your parents will ever tell you no when it comes to going to conventions and such. I have not been to any at all in the last two years. Where as you have been going to multiple every year since i've known you. That's a huge difference. Some times I wonder if your parents will ever tell you no when it comes to going to those things. I wonder when they will finally put their foot down.

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                  yes they some one did. i can't go to MFF this year because my mom told me no more. if i want to go and stay. i get job. and seeing i don't have a job yet i have to go to MFF for one day seeing i can afford the hotel. and today i applied for a job at the movie theater. and for me i see me getting a lot with you. why? yes i live the good life. but you know the real life. you teach me the importants of things. you teach me. that's why i like you. your not scared to tell me no. you treat me not like a princess. i like that. even though i say i don't i do. you got me to like meat. you help me. so yay. thank you.

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                It's like and another example. I bought you that PopUfur t-shirt, but you didn't seem to really give a damn.

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                  i love my shirt. i still have it and wear it. thank you. it's my favorite shirt because it came from you. and it some thing i really wanted so thank you

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                You're just like yay I have one or I can go somewhere to something now. Nevermind that your mom, dad or I worked god knows how many hours and days to provide you with any of those things. Nevermind the struggles that we've gone through in life to get to where we are in our lives and jobs or careers to pay for those things. I still have everything that you have sent me this last time neatly packed away in a box and no I haven't used the gift card yet. Because i'm grateful for yes you giving them to me but i'm also even more grateful for the money and time that your parents worked hard for to help you buy and ship those things to me, etc.

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    My brother could even use one now that he's lost about 150 or so pounds if your dad has any more.

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    I'm going to ask a serious question. What happened to "I'm not taking her back."? I saw you say that once and yet. You really seem like you want you and I to be a couple again. What's all of that about?

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      you really want to know. ok. truth is yes i do more then any thing want you. i see so much of my family in you. i see a grate deal in my mom in you with the bo-polar and caring about me. my dad and my brother as in not treating me like a princess. and trying to teach me the imortants of a dollar. and life is not like a cartoon all happy and sweet. that is why i want you but also scared. just like my mom. scared of being a failer. what pisses you off pisses my mom off. my mom doesn't have the heart to kick me out of the house or slap me one for not listening. from what i remember reading on face book you have no probable of kicking me out of the house or spank or slapping me one. i scared of that. i hate it when i make you and my mom mad. i mad at my self because i don't like being so lazy. i don't know why i can't do as i am told the first time. so maybe if some how if i saw you in person maybe i would change maybe i need tuff love to change. yes my mom yells at me but i just don't listen to the yelling. maybe if she did tuff love like no tv or no computer or no fur suit i'll listen. or better yet no drawing. seeing she seems to never take that away. i still really do love you. your the only woman that ever loved and liked me. your the only one that ever flirted with me, cared for me more then only friends but in family and romance. i never had that. so i am glued to you. i like you. you put up with my shit like my mom does and yes at times you two tell me can't take it go away out. but still you to care or i'd be gone. and you wouldn't come back. you would have just ignored my hanging drawing i drew and just let me scratch my arms and let me be sad and depressed but like every one you asked are you ok? i care. so i am glad you came back. like i said that drawing was like an S.O.S for you. i wanted to talk to you. i am very depressed when i don't talk to you. i have grown attached to you. you keep my feet on the ground and show me that i need no to be so spoiled and stubborn. i need order that is why my dad said i don't need a wife i need a mom wife. so in away, i need you. i am the ring to your yang. besides the not listening at times. i am the only one that loved you as a person and not abused you. i cared about you. i made you laugh. i made you things. you told me not every one has been nice and accepting of you. when you told me you were trans i said cool. when you told me you have a eye problem i said aww and your eyes are pretty and i can't see well to. when you said you pull your hair i said i do too and it didn't bother me. so yes you say i am ungrateful , spoiled and don't listen well but i do have heart and i care for you and what you look like. i don't care you are bi i am lesbian. and i'm not that bright but you are so you help me. so i am not all bad as you make me out to be. i just need a better leader and teacher. so i need you.

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        and even though our families tell us or my mom telling me to stay away. i can't. my love for you is to deep for you. and i stay. i don't know about your thoughts on it but i can't . i stay. i am human i make mistake. i not perfect. but when i'm around you i feel happy. and sad when i unset you. mad when we fight. depressed when you are gone or hurt. human feelings i feel. so if i didn't have heart i would not try or care so much to stay. so yeah i stay because i care and still love you. even though you don't love me back or mix feelings that's ok. i know your not perfect to. you never met some one like me and same with me to you. but that's what makes the world go round we are different but fit. if we were the same like dull and boring. your fun. and i stay. but you tell me no so ok i wait. turns in to bones. i still wait. why i love you. i sound puthitec or what ever but if that is what love is then ok. i'm puthitec madly in love with you.

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          Give me a year or a few years. I have some things in my own life to work out before I can seriously love someone and commit to them. Then, maybe. I'll tell you one thing though. If you EVER throw any gifts out whether they be brand new or not. Especially when you hadn't even had them in your possession for a month or two or at least six months again and i'll lay a bitch storm down upon you that you've never seen before.

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            fair enough ma'am. and ok. i'll wait a year or so for you then. love is worry saving and fighting for if you truly love some one and they are worth it and to me you are worth it. you are my family. i don't wanna lose you. until i met you i didn't know what love was. i had no one. and i like what i feel. and i don't ever wanna let that feeling go. thank you for finding me. i was lost and now i am found. when i came to chicago i had no friends. you were my very first friend i ever made. and ashley was my second friend. so thank you for being my friend. and awwww, you do have a soft spot for me in your heart for me. smiles and tears up. kellster knew it. some were is a caring loving panda or mama bear behind that grumpy bear. and i unblocked you on FA. yeah i know i am not allowed to talk to you there because you are forbidden but so am i but i don't let that stop me. i don't listen to my mom and friends when they tell me stay away no talking to her. but i love her. i see good in her. she's not all that bad. she just needs some one to love her and given a chance. like you showed me in that dr. phil show about that girl locked up by that man. and the new girl didn't want her friend to die. will i am that girl. you don't die. stay for me. i love you. you are my family. i care for you.

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              There's only one problem...one catch for in the future and in the long run...etc. You'll have to move here to Virginia.

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              No. I'm really not that bad. There are others that are much much worse than me. So what if I am depressed? I have bipolar disorder/bipolar depression. Not like I can help it. I can only try to manage it the best that I can. I don't get that. Your mom has the same chemical imbalance as me. Maybe not the same diagnoses as me, because there are different levels and such of bipolar disorder. So how can she judge me like that? She doesn't even know me. Ashley doesn't even know me either, but yet she's judged me and blocked me even though...hell I looked up to her, but that didn't matter. I have no idea what she said to me on YouTube since I was unable to read it.

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                oh. i don't know. i mean same question. your mom , cousin and brother doesn't know me either. yes your mom saw me once or twice on Skype but that's not the same as knowing me. she doesn't like me. the only one that knows me well and understands me and has seen me many times and heard me on Skype and phone is you. you are the only one that can judge me. because you know me. you and i have not seen each other in person. i don't know how my mom thinks. but what i have heard from you is she doesn't like you yelling at me and calling me names like fucking dumb ass bitch. that is the only thing she doesn't like and she doesn't like it when you send her e-mails. she tells me you deal with heather. you two wanna fight or what ever then you deal with it. please leave me out of it. and remember kelley you are old enough to go to jail . so yeah. so i guess the same reason your mom doesn't like me. because i made you cry. like you did to me. so i think are moms don't like use when we make each other cry when we get mad or bothered about some thing. and me? move to VA. like hmmm but they don't have gay rights. i'll be stoned or booed at.

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                  Well, do tell your mom that I am sorry for the emails, but when all else I could think of failed, that was my very last resort.
                  As for you living in Virginia. Yes it is very different and yes there are slightly more closed minded people here than in most states, and yes we are very conservative and colonial around here, but they are working towards gay rights. There has been a little progress in the last year. My family has been in Virginia since long before the lost colony. My ancestry goes in this order from most to least. British, Croatan, Scottish, and Cherokee.

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                  But, yes unfortunately, if you really want to be with me and us be a couple and live together. You'll have to move here. I don't have the financial means to go to a convention let alone leave or move out of this state.

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                  I do have the financial means to put a roof over our heads and food in our mouths at least though.

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                    well house and food is good. so yay on that. and if i move there and get job there. maybe i can take us to anthroCon or take you to chicago and visit there. i would like to come to VA for that anime con and see the beach and that virgina diner restaurant , bush gardens and see the lions in the park. i wanna see that.

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                  RICHMOND – Amid hundreds of protesters who could be heard chanting inside the courthouse, a three-judge federal appeals court panel heard arguments over whether Norfolk federal judge Arenda L. Wright Allen’s decision to overturn Virginia’s constitutional ban on gay marriage.

                  “My clients have a 2nd class relationship.”, says Ted Olsen, arguing on behalf of Timothy Bostic and Tony London of Norfolk who were denied a marriage license by clerk of courts George Schaefer last July.
                  Olsen spent much of his time defending Judge Wright Allen’s decision, saying “The right to marriage is fundamental for all people.”
                  Arguing for Schaefer, attorney David Oakley said that Virginia’s constitutional ban on same-sex marriage “Does not violate the 14th amendment for equal protection”, which the Norfolk judge cited in her decision.
                  Oakley says that under our system of federalism, “states have the right to regulate marriage”.
                  Citing previous court rulings, Oakley says “When it is a matter of public debate, it’s best left for the state to decide”.
                  In response, Judge Henry Floyd pressed Oakley by stating “states can’t trample on the 14th Amendment.”
                  Oakley in response to Floyd, said “Over 1.3 million voters in Virginia chose to preserve marriage as between a man and a woman.”
                  The other issue argued by both sides was whether the state had a “societal interest” in defining marriage as between a man and a woman.
                  Austin Nimmocks, an attorney from the Alliance Defending Freedom, which represents Prince William County, argued that previous “court cases upheld the right to enter into man-woman marriages in order to consummate marriages”, which is an important societal interest.
                  Judge Roger Gregory pressed Nimmocks on that argument, saying that elderly couple cannot procreate, other couples who medically cannot procreate, have their marriages protected.
                  Nimmocks says that all previous cases only upheld the union “between husband and wife.”
                  It’s likely that whichever way the 4th Circuit Court of Appeals rules, this case is headed to the U.S. Supreme Court. In the middle of arguments, presiding judge Paul Niemeyer joked “It’s evident that you are here in Richmond as a weigh station on the way to Washington.”
                  Bostic vs. Schaefer is the third appeal of a state's ban on gay marriage that has reached the federal appeals court level. In April, cases from Utah and Oklahoma were both heard by the appeals court in Denver. Those cases have not been ruled on yet. Those cases could get bundled with the Virginia case at the Supreme Court, according to attorneys familiar with the cases.
                  The panel did not indicate a timetable as to when they will rule. However, it’s likely to be quick as the Richmond circuit is known as the “rocket docket” where decisions typically come faster than in other courts.
                  Speaking at a press conference following the case, Virginia Attorney General Mark Herring said,"Putting the Commonwealth of Virginia on a path that is leading the way forward is a responsibility I am proud to have.”

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              Seriously though. Your mom needs to come live a day in my shoes before she judges me any and tells you to not talk to me and other things. Your mom does not even know the half of what i've been through in my life and what I still deal with Your parents and friends are so wrong for judging me when they don't even know me and fully know what I go through on a daily basis. And only hear your side of things. Which in fact that was another reason I was wanting to break up with you. One of the reasons was because of that judgement and all from them. When they were only hearing and seeing one side of the story, your side, and god only knows what else or what true or not true that they were told, about me, or not.

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                the only thing they say about you is you telling me what to do. treating me like your daughter or little kid. but at times. i like that. yeah some times it's annoying but i like it when you are motherly to me. like the thing i don't like from my mom is when are you going to bed? or get off that computer. you sent to much time on it. or when are you going to get a job. like hmmmm :P sticks tougne out. or you. no more peanut . but i like peanut butter. you grrr me, waa. hehe. we sound like a married couple at times :P you being the alpha and i being the omega. and on face book i say a blue shirt that made me think out you. it said on the shirt " I'm the alpha bitch" yay. your my alpha friend. and maybe mate. i obay you. i just need to obay better. i'm a bad pet. need to be trained better. shock collar. i said no kellser. zap ahhhh. sorry master. lol

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    My mom never judged you for having autism. She never judged your mom for having bipolar disorder/depression, she never judged your brother for having MS or really anything else nor have I. Until you threw away in the trash those brand new expensive gifts and wrote that very heartless, hurtful journal which made me cry. It takes a lot to make me cry too. You really stabbed me right where, just in the exact right place where it hurt, when you wrote that journal about ripping up and spitting on the card. So what gives with your family and friends thinking of and treating me like garbage? You know yes I said some and called you some derogatory things and even flipped out that once and said even though i still don't remember it nor have I found proof of it. That i'd bash your head in or something similar. But, I never NEVER ripped up a card, spat on it, or threw out in the trash gifts, of any kind, brand new or hand me downs, that quickly, that someone gave to me out of the goodness of their heart. That were symbolic of things in varying ways and meant a lot to the gift giver for that person to have. I still have kept my side of the deal and not thrown out anything at all.

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      oh ok that part about the trash and presents. yes i was a ass. even my own mom was like god damn it child what is wrong with you. she slapped my arm. she was mad. but you for get that right after valentine's day you broke up with me and said are love was a lie that hurt me and made me cry and trash those things. and our anniversary you wrote on deviant art happy anniversary i'm leaving you. good bye. that hurt me to. i cried. but beside the negative hurtful things. there was also a lot of good happy wonderful loving things about us. like role playing, face book, pictures, video chat. late night xxx chats drawings arts and crafts. i like that between us. you almost surprising me at MFF 2012. good happy things. so i also remember that. do you remember them? why can't we also talk about that? and you got me to talk on the cell phone with you. i also liked that. thank you. and on fur affinity. you called me beautiful with a heart? hehe suck up. hehehe. but still thanks. and yes your becauseful too. i still have your pictures saved. like that's my wife-E. all grumpy bear and tuff. but still soft and sweet some where.

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        Whether I broke up with your or not. That was no reason to throw those expensive brand new things out in the trash. After six months of having them in your possession then yeah if you don't really want them at least donate them somewhere. But, you didn't even have them for 2 or 3 months nor did you even think about doing that and donating them to a charity or thrift store.

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          ok i was an idiot. i let my emotions talk for me. but not every thing is gone. i still have the cup cake bank, the popUfur shirt, one of the sock monkey's and your pictures. i now feel bad for want i did. :-( and yes i have no excuse for what i did. so what would you like me to do? pay you back? me not talking to you? you kicking my ass?

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            No, but you'll have to deal with me never letting you forget it.

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    "and our anniversary you wrote on deviant art happy anniversary i'm leaving you. good bye. that hurt me to. i cried." Do you know why I did that? Do you even know that the reason I did that is because you hurt me?

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      yes we hurt each other and i don't like hurting you. i'm not a bad guy. it's like we have to have the last word to like prove a point and it really doesn't just sadness and tears. i don't like it. no more. i wanna be good.

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        I was trying to surprise you with a creative anniversary present and I couldn't. Do you know why?

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          because i made you mad.

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            What else? And Viva is very upset with us.

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              hmmm thinking. you did talk about not leaving you allow and following you and your watchers on FA. and yes i know. this is between you and me. i don't know why viva is up set. this does not have to even deal with her. she said tired of us fighting. she wants peace between us. she said friends but no more fighting or me drawing your fursona, making videos about you or even talking to you. she wants me to think you are dead to me and pertain that i never even met you. but sadly i can't do that. i can't thing you are dead to me because i would be sad. and i can't stop talking to you because i still have feelings toward you and love you. i did tell her no more drawings of you videos and stuff. and heather blocked me on face book fur affinity and Skype so i can't talk to her on there. and i know viva is trying to help i guess but still it hurt my feeling that she said she wants me to think you are dead to me. nooo. lays down next to you. meow i stay with you if i have to think that.

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                I know. God I wish I could unblock you.

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                  then do it. >:) why are you letting your mom control you? my mom tells me to don't talk to you and stay away but do i? no. i'm not controlled by the man. i do what i wanna do so hmm :) as long as it doesn't get me through in jail or killed i do what i want to do. so why not you? :( meow, let me in. unblock me. sad pouty lip. :'( cries for you. heather, heather , mee hmmm :'( paws :'(

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                    Only if your parents are alright with it.

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                      you know my parents. they don't care. i'm an adult. i can make the choice at who i want to talk to

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    Whether if it makes any difference or not. I miss you. I wish you wouldn't ignore me. I don't know if it's you not wanting to talk to me or if it's your parents telling you to not talk to me. You were really the only one that I could talk to about any thing and you always found a way to make me feel better. I miss that. I'm so lonely. You were my only decent friend other than my mom and brother and now I don't even have that any more. I don't know if I said some thing wrong to make you ignore me, but if I did, i'm sorry and I wish you would tell me what that was.

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    I guess that this is good bye Kell.