Some rage vent or rant or whatever?? angry drawing??? x'D

"Why should I
Always be the one to back away?
Why should I
Have to be the one to not say what's on my mind?"

-Because i make people upset or bothered. They find it annoying and irritating.
but they can say what they want to say and no one is bugged by it? Oh yes, Blame me. Blame me for speaking up for myself, blame me for saying what's on my mind, blame me for everything that comes out of my mouth and what i type. Obviously it's going to be something bad. This is a reason why i'm a complete Doormat and let people take advantage and walk all over me. Stand up for myself? Speak my thoughts? Share my ideas? PFFFT why should i try when people just bash me about it, start a fight/drama, and so on. I can't even ask a simple question without being put down about it. YES IT IS THAT BAD. Although i have no idea why. I'm logical, very kind, probably the most nicest person, and calm. A person like me constantly going through all of this when i say something... It's literally gotten to the point where i can say one word and either offend someone or have someone get upset at me for being annoying or whatever. This is why I rarely if ever comment on anything now. This is why i'm such a quiet person.

DEAR LORD JESUS I HAVE OPINIONS AND EMOTIONS SOMEONE POUR GASOLINE ON ME AND BURN ME ALIVE!!

Serious note: I do find it very irritating when i'm trying to talk to someone and they become ignorant about the situation, act dumb about things, and start to argue with me. It makes me angry when i'm trying to have a NORMAL convo and then you're trying to start something with me. If you end up doing something like this with me, there's a slight chance i will dislike you greatly.