Within a week, we have lost 3 animals. Momo was a wild-cat-turned-friendly who's been around our house for years now. She recently had a second litter of kittens. Three orange, one gray, and one solid black.

The first to disappear was the solid black one. It hasn't been seen in weeks.

I came home Monday night and found one of the orange kittens dead, just in front of our front yard. Looked like the poor thing just laid down and passed...

And tonight, my cousin (roomate also) found Momo, their mother, ran over across the street in front of a neighbor's house.

The three newest tombstones represent those we just lost... The tombstone on the far right represents my baby, Bambam's loss. (I had Bambam cremated, so he isn't actually buried.)

I am trying not to cry constantly now....between losing a coworker and close friend just last week, still trying to get over losing my best friend of 13 years, and recently losing Momo and two kittens, I feel like my heart has been shattered into tiny fragments that just won't fit back together. I'm afraid of where I would be if I didn't have my other half to lean on...

Even as I write this I'm in tears... 2015 has been a shitty year...