NOT trans-related vent art for once. But...my body IS betraying me. Apparently I have a mass in my abdomen. Had to get an ultrasound today, they of course won't tell you anything, so I'm waiting for a call from my doctor later this week (hopefully). Whatever it is, it hurts. I've had sharp pains for over a year.

But I was reluctant to get a pelvic exam. Put it off far too long. Oops. Trans guys, don't skip paps and pelvic exams, it's important for us too.

I just feel pretty low today. I haven't told my ex husband or my son, and I don't know that I will until I know what it is and what to do about it. I've told my dad and my closest friends, but otherwise it's something I'm keeping to myself. Hence the need to vent about it artistically.

I can't help but worry.