There's a story behind this, one a bit too long and involved for just a simple post. I think I'll write a short story about it.
Long story short, I've always been very detached and uncertain about my emotions and what kind of person I am. The different lights represent different emotions and characteristics. Goji is transparent to represent the fact that I don't know myself very well, and yet, I'm surrounded by all these feelings that sorta of represent me, but sorta don't.
I think I've grown quite fond of Goji in the feral form.
Thanks SOOOO much to my great friend howlingvoice for this~ Please watch her and give her your support. She really needs it.