So, as of recent my character Shadow has worked her way up the ranks and into my main voices. She's a character that's always been there, I "created" her around October of 2001. She is a Black Caiman - I always adored them, and I made her and Judeca, my black mamba, about the same time, having them be partners in crime. And I spent fucking forever trying to really make her look like a Black Caiman. FUCK gator species are hard to draw. I hope she looks like one and not just like a dragon x_X And that the proportions are kinda right. I finally was just like FUCK THIS

I won't go into a big story about her here, I plan on writing that in my character journal which I will pimp here: http://x-partofme-x.livejournal.com

So to keep things short, Shadow went from being a drug dealer on the streets to a scientific mastermind. She's now working for the Department of Defense in the field of Fringe Science. Yes, this is highly inspired by my love of the show Fringe. I gave props to that in her tattoos - the sea horse with the fibonacci spiral, and the butterfly with the skeleton fingers (hard to draw so small).

She finally got her ass into gear and moved into a nice place with her brother (they consider themselves as such, as they've grown up as kids together), Judeca. Judeca remained in his old ways, and still does, partying and drugging. Shadow pushed herself and used the money she made. She quickly flew through school and obtained her PHD in biological and chemical engineering. She worked for various laboratories before she got snatched up by the government.

She loves her work. She is literally, a mad scientist, but is lucid, which makes it a bit more creepy. She works on such things as human/animal hybridization (animal/animal for here), cloning, biological and chemical weaponry, changing the cellular structures of human beings (just using humans for here), turning a human into a bioweapon, mind control, astral projection, teleportation, entering parallel dimensions, uploading a human mind into a machine, omg just so much more… go watch Fringe or the X-Files or read Creepypasta or watch Rob Dyke or just shit anything creepy.

But no one will ever know, not even her best friends. But Shadow gets such a rush from this, is so thrilled by it. But could this lead to her actually becoming a "mad scientist?" and lose her sense of self…?

So Shadow is the part of me fascinated in science, chemical weaponry, biology, fringe science, weird creepy science, creepy shit… she is my intelligence, my ability to push myself forward, my drive, my strength, the part of me that doesn't give up, she's the one that would be picking me up right now shaking me like " GET A BETTER JOB YOU DUMB ASS!" ….lovingly. She is goal oriented and strong. And very protective of those she loves.

So welcome to my cast of main voices Shadow!! You may wish you never got here… ;p

(And this was me trying to keep it short x_X I had written so much more. Lots more on LJ soon! Must bed get)

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