Yo. I've been rocking the beat since Y2K, and you might've heard of me from somewhere. I draw (sometimes) and vibe to a litany of electronic music. Other times I play games although it's mostly one or two at a time.
I might have interesting things if you're patient.
Please don't tag my art. I also don't take requests, commissions, trades or roleplay. Sorry.
You'd thought after I posted that journal when I was at rock bottom and stopped drawing two and half years ago you'd never see me again, right? Guess again. I have some explaining to do.
In short, I basically burned out extremely hard due to a combination of Dexit making drawing Pokémon feel awful among other things and in general making me feel like a fool for investing more than 10 years of my life into that series, feeling I couldn't improve on my art beyond just making it more detailed and anatomically accurate (a comment I once got was that I had a "deviantART amateur artstyle" which sounds awful but is correct), and my generally decaying mental health. There's only so much rejection and bad things happening I can take before I just shut down.
So why am I posting this now? Well, Fur Affinity decided to shoot itself in the foot with its new and incredibly bad rule amendment that has made it too much of a minefield for me to even try posting Pokémon there. As I still want to draw many species and see it as my catalyst to start drawing again (Game Freak has always been better at character design than game design) once I have an opportunity to, it's a deal breaker. It'll probably be a long time again before I ever reconsider my decision in turn to abandon the site and stop posting.
What does all this, and in particular this journal, mean for right now? Absolutely nothing! I'm preoccupied with Final Fantasy XIV and I don't see much of an opportunity to try drawing (or given how long it's been, relearning how to draw) at the moment, but it means that if and when I do (or I post my old, very bad art from the 2010s that isn't already posted here), it will all be posted here.
Maybe some day, things will be better.